I'll not be using this blog anymore,
find me @ http://www.the-amazingyou.blogspot.com :)

What's L.O.V.E ?

' I'm stupid. '

Hi people, my blog is dead again >.<
can someone help me make it alive again ? :)

hmmm, what's L.O.V.E ?
i don't know, so complicated .
so headache,
Alvinlau, hope you find a better :)

holidays are boring >.< ):
no money very bored,
i wanna enjoy life ! :D:D
i know money can't buy everything, but at least i know, money can make me happy to buy what i wan :)
That's all people, what's over, that's it ,

Hey people, is my blog alive yet ?
i hope so,
Well, 12 plus went to school for dentist check up, w siyi :)
After that, she go home, & i went novena to meet Francine, lorenzo, cedric & 2 others.
We went to eat sakura :D Eat damn lot LOL *gaining fat* ):
After eating, went to orchard as francine wanted to buy pants, but in the end, didn't bought any.
6plus home :)

well, i just realised everybody lies, so i learned to get over you,
i'm sure i can find someone better, you're wierd, i don't know what's on your mind.
i'm like a stupid, i had enough, you're lying to me over & over again :)
thanks for playing with me.

i know,

I’m a liar because I wont tell you everything ?
I’m stupid because sometimes im wrong ?
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect ?
I’m a pushover because I like making people happy ?
I’m a loser because I’m a not friend with your group ?
I’m fake because I’m too nice ?
I’m weird because I’m not like you ?
I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry. ?
I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone ?
I’m insecure because I care about what people think of me.?
I’m no fun because I'm not always hyper?
Don’t try to tell me who I am
Because I already know.

We only live once, so must enjoy life .

That's your life manzxc, i'm not going to interfere anymore .
You want go with how many people also not my problem :)
Hey people, i just found out that my blog still got people tagg (Y)
VenessaGWN asked me to update, & i'm here to update :)
staying over at valentina's house the day before,
after that, wake > eat > bathe > prepared ,
bus to kallang bahru find kaileng, jingling, riki & friends.
Sorry laykwan ):
11plus reached home :)
holidays are boring! ):
Rotting at home very sooooon.

Express out your feelings & you'll feel better :)
We only live once, so we must enjoy our life, we shouldn't be sad over those guys.
Love people if they worth your love.
I always thought you're th one, but now i realised i'm wrong, & i'm proud of myself that i can get over you.

That's all readers, don't be silent readers, tag oki! :D


♥, Don't love me, just let me go, stop making promises when you know you can't do it.
it just made me hate you even more.

I'm starting to feel that holidays are boring..
today might be staying at home the whole day till tmr,
unless got people ask me out today :)
life is boring don't you think so people ?
i'm not satisfied with my results, shall try harder next year.


♥, Be loved or love ?

faster,

`do you know how much i miss you?`

today school dissmiss at 10.40 ._.
went to valentina's house with siyi, after school :)
siyi had went home, now it's 6PM, i'm damn bored & sleepy :x

♥, dear you, you might not see, but i don't care. Take care of yourself .
i'm just came here to tell myself to tell you that imissyou.

You will never know, cos that's life .

Wondering what's next.

its 12.51AM now, having school later :)
holidays are getting bored,
results are okay :/
okay, just post till here, bye <:

'If i know what's your thinking, i wouldn't be asking you. '

It's 1.23AM nowww :)
staying over at valentina's house, shopping later on :)
chatting on the phone with my siyi just now , thanks for all those advices babe.
I'm so bored & tired nowww, going to sleep soonnnn :)
i suddenly miss school so much hee :x
i wanna take back my resultsssss ..
:) haha, update till here, :)

♥, I may not get to see you as often as i like, i may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart i truly know, You're the one that i love, & i can't let you go.

time to relax,

'At least you tried, '
Last paper today (Y)
&, it's time to enjoy myself, maybe going swimming tmr with ct, ben, & siyi, derrick too.
My blog is deaddeaddead, nobody's reading it, sad case. ):
today reached home around 3 plus, sleep till 6,
now it's 6PM, going down to eat later :D
it's been days since he last talked to me,
Friendship ? sorry, i don't trust anymore.
Your actions proven it all out. Don't regret after you make your decisions,
Goodbye me friend, at first, i was stupid, real stupid, to helped you so much,
ite, get treated this way, nevermind, at least now, i know who i should put trust in now.

♥, It is your love that makes my world go round.

dear you.

HI ! staying over at valentina's house yesterday.
woke up around 11plus,
(Y) tomorrow last paper le ! :)
Haha, i'm currently ALONE now, yes alone,
rotting at her house now, she went to church ! ):
left me alone nowwww.
BOREDBOREDBORED,
monday, i've been waiting for you. :)

Few days back, went to watch 'The Child's eye'
with my cousin & his friend at The cathay.
it's quite okay, at least better then th haunted changi.

Haunted changi it's like waste money only .
Can try watching it.

♥, Why am i so afraid to lose you, when you're not even mine ?

and i know you do .

HEY ! EOY for chinese are quite easy :)
but geo, lit, & science bye ~
but at least i tried my best .
i still left with 2 paper ):
it's maths paper 2, and chinese paper 3 ..
hope i pass okay. .


♥, When you love, you get hurt. When you get hurt, you hate. When you hate, you try to forget, When you try to forget, you start missing. When you start missing, You fall in Love Again.

if only.

'if only'
been staying over at valentina's house these few days.
tomorrow exam start alr! ):
well, life is short yeah ? so let's enjoy life ! :D
okay, it's 3am, i'm tired now, goodnights :)

wo hen hou hui

:D lessons are boring now adays ..
can time pass faster !
currently at charissa's house with venessa and siyi :)
there's always a better tomorrow .

be true to yourself.

it is 12.55AM now, i just reached home :)
After school went to v's house with siyi,
5 plus went home, meet sherlyn at my house,
headed to somerset,
as we decided to catch a movie( Wall street:Money never sleeps ) at cineleisure with jinyong,
it starts at 7.05
but that blur sotong is late ._.
so when he's reached, it alr, 7.40 ?
so we went to cinema & check got what shows,
& we decided to watch The Other Guys at 9.30 , end at 11.30,
took mrt home after that (:
shall post till here, there's still school tmr.
6more days ! ):

Oh yeah .

sup! changed my blogskin :)
haven put songs yet, be patient, my blog so dead ):
hope there's more readers, so it can motivate me to update my blog everyday ._.
EOY is coming nearer & nearer,
yesterday, which is 2nd Oct, wake up,
> downstairs eat, >home, > sengkang study corner :)
studied with, amanda, laykwan, vernice, zhequan.
7 > hougang mall. with meici & laykwan,
meet, jaslyn and co.
1plus reached home (:
it's 5.08AM and i'm not asleep!
going to siyi's house study later,
shall say till here (:

learn to relax .

My blog is so deadddddd,
had my study programme yesterday with my darlings, haha,
going kbox with siyi later (:
imisshim ):
35days.

learn to stay strong.

i told myself i wanna give up, i give up, but i suddenly feeling like turning back.
just don't understand what guy's are thinking.
going to turn crazy soon one day,
life is just full of troubles, quarrels, complains.

Imissyou :(

Ton(:

'Happy 21st Birthday to GuanXiang!(: '


firstly, reach there of course is take pics(:

Amanda & laykwan! (:

ton half way, went to find sheena and friends.
& went to prawn fishing! for 4hours we only got 7,

i know it's lousy ;x bobian first time :D

& something happen very funny.
-Joan was playing with th mic-

Laykwan: eh, joan sing this. 对面的nui人看过来~
Joan: okayokay, and she's start singing.
me, jaslin: don't anyhow sing and play this type of things.
*a white image of a body figure appear*
more and more nearer, and we saw a auntie
Laykwan & me : laugh like mad only, cannot control ! :D
she keep stare stare stare -'-
then she walk to our back,
Joan:dont' laugh, damn scary ley.
me & laykwan : still continue with our laughter.
jaslin: can't control liao , laught out too.
joan 's face expression like can't describe only!

jaslin, joan & laykwan.

& when we caught this prawn.
it go through jaslin's leg,
me & laykwan : laugh like mad only.
then slowly, the frog jump and jump nearer to her.
me & laykwan : still continue laughing :D
& 7plus we bus home (:
went home sleep awhile, before 2 reach sherlyn's place.
4plus went to suntec city find jinyong,
>DhobyGhaut ZoneX,
>The Cathay,
>Plaza Singapura, meet eugene
buy tickets, went to eat, & for our movie.
watched love cuts. damn touching & sad,
it's worth watching BETTER than th haunted changi,
waste money only -'-
&, 11plus mrt home, 12 plus reached home,
& i'm here blogging,
it's 2.08AM now, gottogo school later on ):
only slept a few hours.

lies that make me happy,
My attitude is based on how you treat me.
i love for who i'm.

hi!

hihi! so bored nowww,
didn't went ome yesterday, was at valentina's house(:
toay stay at her house th whole day! rotting alr.
older than me so!

spam all you want.

spammers, thanks for keeping my blog alive .
my blog my says, need your huanlo so much ?
are you jealous or something, laughs.
loving someone was never wrong.

i believe i'm th one who love you th most.

Things that 're said, it's won't be that easy to do,
was late for school today morning, whole day didn't saw him ):
until after school went for badmiton, was otw home,
i finally saw him okay!
when time is right, i'll stop.
after school , home changed ,
meet kailing for kbox (:

i'm gonna wait.

As long as i don't give up, i know there's still a hope.
even you tell me i've no hope now, i DON'T believe.
if you really tell me that i do not have ANY hope at all, that means you don't even love me at all.
i can't completely let go of you, let go of us, all i can say is i love you, i know you don't want to hear it, but it makes no sense to pretend i don't. I miss you with all of me, i'll cry less. But th pain is still there, th love we shared & gave to each other, will always remain in my heart forever.
meeting you early in th morning and giving you what you want is th only thing i can do now(:
you did give me happiness, i totally forget about him now.
can't you just give me one more chance..
every morning when i wake, just hoping you to text me, but i know you won't , so i wouldn't dare to think much.
i love the way you lied.

You drove me mad.

Yes, i'm siao siao now as you said.
Currently having maths lesson,
don't know going where later ):
spammers are just stupid, people never go & irritate them,

they come here kpkb, are you jealous or what ?
please la, did i every say my english very pro ?
or i very pretty ? don't be lame please, english can learn de.
why dare write don't dare write name ? don't you think you very childish ?

Are they your sweet lies?

Hi ! (:
I'm here to update my blog ! It's looks so dead, currently having geography lesson now,
are those your sweet lies.?
you said you need me, now you're doing this.
Out of all your lies, iloveyou was my favourite. Thanks for those wonderful days.

it's whether you want or not.

hi people ! (:
many people misunderstood th date and time i blog yesterday,
i do not have any boyf now, i'm single,
going for single society soon :) laughs.
went to play pool at hougang plaza,
with, IDIOT zhijie, edwin, jackson and shunqiang.
7 plus went off to have my dinner, now at home, i'm going to sleep soon (:
can't wait for friday, HHAHA, okay, shall off com now, goodnights readers.
i never imagine you're doing this.

WHYWHYWHY, why did it happen again ,
47days memories (:
i've to be strong manzxc. why does your words sounds so real,
but end up it's all fake,

Loneliness sends a dark wind that doesn't leave,
remembering th excitement of love,
th sky so red,

there warmth so strong,

your face surfaces my heart,

living together in this city's maze,

every mention your name, causes my heart to skip a beat,

and yet we don't meet again, only th touch remains,

and yet, we don't dare to touch emotionally,

perhaps, we really were too young,

fron our cluelessness, wandering our seperate skies,

allowing each other to choose what to say, but this longing still turns,

i love th way you lied,

look forward to friday ! tonning at edwin's house , with idiot zhijie (Y)
miss them. well, 210810 is over, now is 220810 1.26AM (Y)
i'm always this way.

Yes, i do.

Currently in school com lab.
still got one more hour to go, then end school,
having my counslling later, counsellor is back yeah, i've alot stories to tell her (:
hate my father for being this way, being brain washed.
well, luckily me & my boyf is okay nowzxc,
he's so cute la, love him alot! (:
42days and still counting on,
never ending.

don't leave, will you ?

hi people, ton at francine's house yesterday,
with kuvakohYeong (:
8 plus went hub, 9 plus home,
here i'm blogging ,
tonning at kailing's house later with KuvakohYeong (:
i hate my father, he's being unreasonable -.-
i can't believe you were the one, to build me up and tears me down,
everytime i think of it, it's brings tears to my eye.

sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow,

sometimes our visions seems clearer after our eyes are washed out with tears,
have a good cry, wash out your heart,

if you keep inside, it will tear you apart.

i never imagine, you would do that to me,

remember all those pictures ? 050710's.
everyone are going for single society (:
alvinlauweijie, why must you treat me this way ?
you know how hurt when you said all these ?
don't you say you're not leaving me ?
remember what've you said on th 16th july & 01th aug ?
remember all those times we shared ?
happy, wonderful, sweet, cute, all those beautiful memories, i remembered it all.
i guess, i'm all wrong.
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just read.
You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I sent you home, in th night, afternoon,
when i use my hand to help you wipe away your sweat,
Late nights, chatting phone with you on th phone, happily and sad.
I don't know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart.
What about when you,
Looked into my eyes,
Told me you loved me,
As you would hugged me,
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes,
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind,
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess.
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy.

Hi (:

Hello (:
well, blog is so dead that I don't feel like blogging anymore,
yesterday was singapore's 45th,
ytd, 4plus went out find friend,
bus to mrt to cityhall,
walk around that area,
went to marina square for movie, watch salt, that movie quite nice,
just that in th beginning don't really understand, haha.
After movie, it's was 9plus,
walk to marina barrage, as I never been there before,
it's so far la. Well,
11plus walk to raffles mrt , and back to amk.
Friend, thanks for th day, I really enjoyed it alot, remember,
you still got alot places haven bring me go hur ,
boyf, tmr I finally got to meet you, bet you're missing me very much,
haha, sometimes I don't really feel your love toward me
is stronger, maybe I'm thinking too much.
1month 5days '

Forget th past &, never mention it again.

Oh yeah, today's post about ~
didn't went school today, as i'm real tired,
wake around 10plus, prepared, meet boyf & weekiong at his house area,
then went amk central, went coffee shop eat, waiting for th rest,
3plus > vl. 4plus >kbox
8plus, sent boyf home,
to v's house, and now here posting .
I'm sorry, sometimes, I can't control myself by saying all those,
but all I know is, i love th person is you, not him,
I 'll never be back with him again, I know how you felt when I keep mention abt him, in front of you,
boyf, I'm really sorry, I love you, 1month1day.
-/ maybe you're reading, maybe you're not,
we've stop contacting each other, since last week, good '
let's keep it up ! Trying my very best, to clear another half of th memories,
thanks for it anyw. Goodbye. It's had ended everything .

you know i never wanted to .

okay, after school went to siyi's house,
& went back to school there, meet qinjun, joanne and teacher,
she treat us eat, cause i'm not late for school for two weeks, all thanks to my baby laaa! he gave me th motivation to wake up early for school, thanks baby! (:

after eating finish, went back to serangoon there,
meet baby and friends, he's so cute kay,

and first time like finally willing to take picture w me hah :D
i

love him alot hur, 2 more days :D

math's bored .

Currently having math now. is bored in class.
Just 3 more days :)
I love my boyfriend many many la.
Forget, it's left with a scar on it. I really don't know. Really really don't know. Can someone please teach me how should i do it. Can someone please clear my mind. Okay, i think I'm talking rubbish .

should i ?

i said i'll post means i will post today,
those pictures are overdued .
today went to find sherlyn, slack at her house,

7plus went off, > kailing's house > v's house .
it's will never be th same anymore, why won't you understand.
i swear i gonna sick soon ! ):
&, i'm thinking should i close my blog ? it's so dead la canzxc, hate it.
bye (:
4more days, i'm loving it ,

Please don't give in , i won't let you down .

'

today's quite a bored day hur,

siyi was sick, so didn't come school,

but she came for kayaking-.- , find it bored,

so didn't went today,
wait for boyfriend,
> home, >serangoon > 7plus home.
watch tv and used com till now, imma here :D it's 10.43PM
tmr such a long day for school, don't feel like going,
- laugh all you want kay, i don't find it funny . what's wrong ? are you crazy .
8more days i'm loving it. :D

A thousand of miles, begins with a single step .

19days, unstable ? wtf, forget it,
loving you always, sometimes, your words make me hot & cold,
do you think before you talk ?
i'm so fannnn, yesterday, it's not whether i wanna go or not, it's your attitude .
i find myself irritating to you sometimes,
baby, i'm sorry.
i really love you (: