You ain't good.

friends are my first priority.
i really miss ngjinheng, i admit i dont treasure him, after so many times of lesson.
but now i finally know what is called love,
i really v. love him, guess he had a girl alr bahh.
but for jun hao, maybe he's just an sub for me,
but i really like him,
but just that he don't understand me.
when i go, or walk to somewhere else, he dont come and look for me,
but njh does ! everywhere i go , i miss him, i really want to hug him for th last time.
just like, amk, serangoon, bishan, hougang, bus 45, 88. house downstair.
it's just impossible for me to forget 21th.
想说声爱你已很久, i wanted to say i love you for a long time,
可我从來都沒有，but i never say before,
以前我对你不夠好，th past i never treat you good,
我也很难受，i am very sad too,
只怪自己当初沒有抓紧你的手，only can blame when i first time never hold your hand tightly,
失去了你我才知道你有多重要，lost you then i know how important you are, to me,
现在说后悔也沒有用，now say regret also no use already,
心雖然很痛，heart was really pain,
只怪自己当初沒有將爱说出口，only can blame at th first time, never express th love,
现在想说声爱你已找不到借口，now feel like saying love you, cannot find things to start with,
失去你以后，lost you already,
我连呼吸也好难受。my breathing also got problem,
210110, is th first time we started, due t some reasons, we broke.
210210, we patch back :D had our couple ring. tht time, you broke off w me, because you was getting hurt, i treat you v cold.
210410, we patch back for th 3rd time ! i still haven learnt my lesson. first few days we were very very sweet, but after tht jun hao pop up ! and i choosen him over you,
but i serously regretted, i know i shouldnt like tht if, i got tht chance to say i love you again, and that's it, i meant it. sighs,.\